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Tue Jun 3, 2008, 3:47 AM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Your yelling...
  • Reading: Your anger...
Well... I can't believe I'm doing this... I'm gonna tell you all the truth. The real truth.

I'm not the adult I've pretended to be. I'm only a fourteen year old bastard. Over the course of time that I've used the internet, I've been cheating you all into thinking I was some adult. Ya know how I talk about 'Work'? It's just school. Lots of the things I've told you are massivly huge lies. Remember in February when I was gone for a month? I didn't get hit by a truck and suffer brain damage, I was grounded for a month and wanted to make you think something big happened. Feh, I'm a selfish dick, I know....

I've only pretended to be an adult so I could get the respect out of people I've wanted from people in real life. Most people don't listen to you when you're a teenager. Plus, I've had such good conversations with people on an adult level, because they'll listen and understand me, instead of shrugs it off.

I know it was wrong to play you all like idiots, to lead you all on for so long, but I'm tired of this charade. You've all been great friends, and if you're pissed cuz I was a lier, then I understand. Hell, I think I'm gonna get banned from DA for saying I was an adult. I'm just some douche who's pretended to be someone I'm not to make you all like me.

Honestly though, I like a lot of you, and I have hopes of one day meeting you as well, but I can't pretend to be the adult I'm not anymore. I'm sorry I lied, but I prefer you find out this way instead of some other, of me slipping up and all of you getting mad. I'm gonna keep posting my work, maybe make new friends, and try again from scratch, to make myself into a better person.

Now... If you're mad at me, voice your opinion, I deserve it. Meanwhile, I'm gonna take today to do my Math Final at school. I'm on the verge of failing that class.

Good luck with the rest of your lives. I hope no more liers come along to fuck with you.

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I've known you only for a veeeeery short time (for one day? x3) but I'll tell you what I think about this: it's true that people do not take teenagers seriously. I understand why you wanted to pretend being an adult. But it was kinda silly thing to do... If someone thinks you're not worth talking to when you're young then it's their problem. It's better to just be yourself and not to be ashamed of it!
I hope your friends will forgive you... (I would even if I had known you for longer time! If that makes you feel any better x3)

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Don't beat yourself up over this. At the current moment in your life, school is your job. The concept of "Adult" is iffy, at best. It's true that in the US, people don't consider someone to be an adult until after they turn 18, but a person truly becomes an adult when they can behave like an adult, when they can reason things out properly like an adult, and when conversing in a form such as this where there is no physical contact or interaction, just reading the words we type to each other, you can form your words properly in an educated fashion in a way that the people to whom you are contacting view you as an older individual. Or you could go by what scientists say and consider anybody who's gone through puberty to be an adult. But I wouldn't suggest it. The fact that you were even able to make people think that you were an adult qualifies you as an adult in my eyes. And I don't think that DA really cares all that much that you lie about your age. Normal people do that all the time. It's actually a very good security practice when in a large online community. I think DA will understand.


I never did well in Math myself. I dropped out of my Math class in college.

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I kinda knew already. I could tell by ur art. I'm not mad, and I think you've got balls to come out and admit this. Ur still a good friend to me.

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It's Alright Nova :iconhuggleplz: I Understand You Were Trying Ta Gain More Respect, But The Truth Is, You Gain Respect By Being Honest And Living Up To Your Best :3 I Don't Mind That You Said You Were An Adult, But You Know The Fact That You Lied About Almost Dying Is A Biggie :< Cause People Do Die, And They Usually Dont Recover From Major Brain Injuries :< So Just Be Honest Abnd Truthfull To Everyone, And Yourself Too Hun ^^ Im Glad Your Being Honest You've Gained My Respect By Coming Out And Telling The Truth :lick: :hug: I Hope Ta Talk To Ya Soon Nova! I Love Our Comment Adventures We Go On HeeHee
I realised you were 12~16ish form your art line... =_="

no matter how good you are from 17 you start to develop a personal art line.

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Thanks...

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Heh... Glad you see it my way at least. Thanks.

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I wrote this and thought I was gonna die. I have lots of loose ends still. And thanks for being a friend still Theo.

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I'm sorry for lieing to you Kurt.

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Meh, I'll get better steadily.

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